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Anorexia is the ice disease. Cold hands, cold body, cold ice water to increase the metabolism, as well as showers. Cold heart and mind, consumed by the monster, Ana, herself. However, I am beginning to melt. I'm on the road to recovery, and becoming a real girl again. No longer will I be ice, I will be free. This is a difficult journey but it must be done.
My boyfriend just told me that I looked prettier today at school in jeans and a t-shirt than i did at j-prom. At j-prom I was at my lowest weight and miserable. Today, I’ve gained weight and sometimes feel yucky about it, but to him I am the most beautiful girl in the world. I love him more than he will ever know.
@7 months ago with 2 notesMy Mom told me that I looked skinnier this morning. I hope I don’t loose weight, I don’t want the doctors to not trust me Friday. I haven’t been there in like 2 weeks and if I go down they won’t be happy. Ugh I just want to maintain my weight. I like where I am now even though they want me to gain.
@7 months ago(Source: recoveryisbeautiful)
@7 months ago with 236 notesI used to take out all of these feelings of inadequacy on myself by starving. Now that I don’t starve, how do I take these feelings out? I am drowning in my mind.
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